This is my first time and I sit here looking at the monitor crying and wondering, will i ever get to see the rainbow again? there are days that i feel so tired & hopeless it makes me want to give up, but i cant do it because of my daughter.. she's my everything! she's all i have!
I am a 24 year old single mom. a month ago i gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. well, before we get to that part i'll share with you all a glimpse of my life before i became a single mom.
I had it all! great family, wonderful friends and a wealthy bf. Then one day my life turned upside down --my dad left us to be with his first family. after a couple of years my mom died. i was so down and i guess u could say angry with the world, i couldnt accept my moms death then my relationship with my bf fell apart! i admit it was my fault. after my mom died i became rebellious. I had met a man who i secretly dated for a short time when I decided to dismiss the relationship because my family and bf found out about it. Shortly thereafter I discovered I was pregnant with his child, but he is nowhere to be found. my real bf told me if i abort my baby then he will forgive me, but i said "NO" --i was thinking i did a horrible mistake already by cheating on him and i regret it, i dont want to do another mistake coz in the long run i might regret it again! this time, i just want to do the right thing so my bf and i parted ways... i have to move out of his house. i thought my siblings, relatives & friends will be there for me but i was wrong! they all left, now its just me & daughter. we lived at a shelter for 3 weeks then a friend of mine told me we could live at his house until i am able to be on my own.
bottom line is that i need $8,000 to start a new life with my daughter. please help me... all i need is a dollar from 8,000 people or $2 from 4,000 people. i really need your help please...
What am i going to do with the $8,000?
*to pay for apartment security deposit (i am currently looking for a job so i have money to pay for rent)*buy a used car.
*the rest of the money (if theres any left) i need to buy things for me & baby.
send money to (help_singlemama@yahoo.com) through PAYPAL
